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| [UGH.]
Because my parents came home later than I did this MORNING, I had to get up to give my sister a ride to school for her weekly workday. After dropping her off I went through a street to get back home. I could have taken other streets back but I have been taking that route by a force of habit. Then I saw a familiar face I did not want to see. Besides the fact that I looked like shit, I did not want that familiar face to see me... but it did. It probably recognized my car and saw me. My heart dropped, never in a good way. I hope this never happens again. Time to break the habit.
weird....
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| COLD!
Oh gawd, I sound so depressed my previous entry. For some odd reason my hormones went crazy on my this month. Anyways, the weather is getting cold :) I want to do something memorable and fun this winter. Definitely go see snow! I'm already getting excited for winter lol Well this will do for now, I gotta finish writing my essay :(
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| Useless yet bitter thoughts...
Betrayal hurts.
이럴떼마다 정말 힘들어. 내가 왜 이러는지... 왜 이런생각들 때문애 힘들어 해야하는지도 모르겠어. 고칠수 없는것인가? 상대방도 내가이러는거 당연히 질릴꺼야. 나도 똑같이 당해봤으니까... 근대 난 이런내가 익숙지 안아. 내가 이런생각들 때문에 힘들어해야 된다는게 너무 짜증나고 내 자신이 불쌍해. 이렇지안았던 나였기때문에 이런내가 낮썰 뿐이야... 정말싫다...
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| It's a small world after all //
So around three Kyung and her friend Ester came over to my house to hang out. We talked and I cooked them ramen so we ate together. After that I decided to show them pictures of me when I was much more rounder. I was not surprised to see their reaction lol They could not believe I looked like the way I did back then. Hell, I laugh every time I look at them! And then I came across my winter formal pictures and when Ester saw my ex she first looked very shocked then started laughing in disbelief. Apparently when he was a junior and I was a freshmen in college, she had a class with him and he used to tell her and a small group of people in the class about me and our 'personal' businesses. Thank goodness she doesn't remember much of what he said *phew* but it was kind of embarrassing to look at her :( lol So she basically already knew me, just didn't know that the person she knew was me lol I don't think that makes sense but I know what I'm saying so it should be okay >:) hahaha
Yet another unproductive day//
One in the afternoon was when I woke up today. The kids came over around 3:00PM so I chit chatted with them for a good two hours and just sat around looking at old pictures and what not. OH! Another great discovery! Pu-Chi Virus! I was playing this game on the DS for hours today. I have to say I have quite an addictive personality :( Anyways, then around 7:00PM I went to go pick up Matt and Ken and drove to Barnes&Nobles to buy an SAT practice book for Yuri and a summer reading book for myself. I can't remember where I placed it :( Eh, when I find it, I'll get reading. I ate dinner at home; the rice tasted extra delicious today, yum yum! And before starting on this xanga entry, I was on the phone with Matt for about two hours. We still have a lot to work on. It just sucks we started the day of our 6th month bickering... I know it'll be better.
Well that's it for now, folks!
goodnight<3
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| Dreams // Lately I have been having multiple dreams each night... Very vivid dreams. I'm encouraged to write down my dreams every morning when they are still clear in my mind. I really wonder if my dreams mean anything. Last night I had couple separate dreams and it goes something like this: I was part of a large crime association made up of girls and we were setting tall buildings on fire. Some of the girls and I hid inside a restaurant looking out the window wondering if we'll ever get caught lol In another dream I was driving inside and outside of a parking structure in a shiny red convertible car (so random) lol They are so random but some dreams can be very stressful and frustrating :( So some mornings I can be a bit more agitable. I want a legit dream dictionary now :) Today // Today sucked. goodnight yall<3 | | |
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